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        ?????????他???尚???未?????完???，???以???清???就???帶???著???他???們???回???來???了???。???容???兒???見???著???老???人???很???是???開???心???，???老???人???還???拉???他???去???一???邊?????了???幾???句???悄???悄???話???，???當???時???我???沒???多???問???，???不???過???這???位???老???人???的???話???我???其???實???一???直???記???在???心???上???，???無???法???當???作???玩???笑???一???笑???置???之???。

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        ?????????以???清???在???戰???事???中???鮮???少???負???傷???，???那???次???讓???我???深???刻???想???起???了???老???者???的???叮???囑???，???我???很???害???怕???，???特???別???害???怕???。

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        ?????????平???穩???日???子???過???沒???多???久???，???就???傳???來???聯???合???大???軍???揮???旗???南???下???的???消???息???，???以???清???自???愿???領???兵???出???戰???，???而???我???心???想???自???己???確???實???在???無???理???由???繼???續???擋???著???他???，???不???讓???他???出???兵???。

        ?????????就???是???個???面???相???之?????，???況???且???老???人?????命???數???不???是???不???容???更???動???。

        ?????????不???過???出???征???前???一???晚???，???容???兒???卻???來???找???了???我???。

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        ?????????他???會???來???找???我???，???想???來???是???勸???阻???自???家???兄???長???無???用???，???不???得???已???才???來???向???軍???中???擁???有???最???高???指???揮???權???的???我???詢???問???。???可???是???他???以???前???從???未???做???過???這???種???不???合???時???宜???的???要???求???，???念???頭???一???轉???，???我???又???想???到???這???次???他???不???能???跟???著???以???清???出???征???，???無???怪???乎???心???中???特???別???擔???憂???。

        ?????????明???明???成???年???了???，???有???些???舉???動???仍???像???個???小???孩???子???似???的???。

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